I Remember

Somewhere in Montana.

The rubble

The climb

The crawl

I cry

Each time I come here

I’m back on my knees 

And you’re nowhere

Then everywhere to me

The ghosts they howl

My love, refused 

How I wish I could stop 

Remember a time I didn’t seek you

But here I am right back in.

Was that foundation decay 

The walls, they remain 

Forever mocking me 

But I saw you from my cage

Longing for the you I didn’t know 

For the life, unreal

Never felt at home in your mold

You never trusted me. 

I remember

I cry 

I crawl

I climb

The rubble

I remember